Holy fuck theres a huge ass thunderstorm here and its making me shit myself.. i have like a real phobia of them ):
sdgzdh
My dogs shivering its ass off causes she scared stiff too.

It just felt like a demolition ball hit the house ;___;

I
Hate
December
And
Christmas c:

This month IS the most depressive month in the world XD
Im not even feeling that bad today! Which is unusual because ive had SO much shit going on you wouldnt believe :/
Id vent, but im VERY certain NOONES in the mood for that lol
So ill keep it in and just say, i hope everyone has as good christmas as they possibly can, try not to let too much shit get to you because in the end, its probably not worth it ):

Im so greatful for all my friends and that youve put up with my emo's and inactivity during this year.
So to pass the time and to try and lift some spirits ill write some notes about people who i really admire and have helped me <3

=C-Squirrel I know there was a little bit of tention and that was all my fault. Im totally over myself and im so sorry for being so stupid back then. I want you to know that ill always be supportive and as helpful as i can for everything you go through <3
Youve left me such nice comments on my shitty art lol. And i really appreciate that youve stuck by me no matter what. You are one of the greatest friends ever and thats obvious with how many friends you have! Everybody is SO lucky to know you and you dont know how much it means to me to be part of a team with you and to be one of your close friends <3
Thank you for everything Crystal <3

*ShelaFox Shelaa <3 You ALWAYS leave me really nice comments and it means soo much to recieve them and know that people still do like my art. Your always there ready to help me and i know i should be there more for you <3 I have done all the base colours for your commission too Shela but ive had a really bad personal problem and cant get round carls house :/;; Ill try get him to send the file to my laptop when hes back at his house and has some spare time <3

=KittenGreyCat Youu have been one of my longest friends on here kimmy and i feel gay that neither of us are on msn as much )8 I still appreciate all the comments you give me and just knowing that im one of your close friends too makes me feel so special <3 I had a blast on msn with you and Crystal the other day i was actually smiling and laughing... your friendship just makes me so happy, and like i said for Crystal. I dont think youll ever understand how much you mean to me <333 Thank you for always understanding me and ignoring me when im being an asshole, your so kind to me and i thank you so much for that ): It takes a lot to put up with me i know XD; <333 Team art soon yes <33333333333

=KoaLynx I dont know how lucky i am to have you casey <3 your always so kind to me, and i regret that we dont get much time to chat a lot >: You supported me through the rough patch i had and to know that i have someone always there for me when you noted me made me feel so good <3 You leave me really nice comments and i loved the trade we did <3 i still owe you that picture of Koa i have sketched :C <3333 Thank you Casey and never Change <3

=Soniihedgehog Guh you put up with my shit too and i hope you get my fucking christmas card :C lol
Your such a nice girl and i really admire you <3 Just dont change okay ;D your really fun and strong minded, to be honest i wish i were more like you Adali </3
Thanks for being my friend c:

=Genesis-Orbit Keith, like everyone theres been problems but your always there to talk to and your one of the only people who listened to all my personal shit going on ):
You know how much it affected me and you agreed with me and it made me feel much better about the situation <3

Also lots of love to , =H-Balth, *Aggressiveth, ~kissmeunderthemoonx, =Hgulwell and many more <3

Really cheap commissions! Can anyone help me out?

As you all know, i dont have a lot of time so ill only be opening quicker commissions.
I dont know how much custom ill get but hey o:
Thanks for considering <3


Prices:

Sketch:



£1.00 / $1.60 / € 1.10

these will always be as clean and neat as i can possibly get them. Also you can have up to 2 characters in one sketch

Flat colour:



£2.00 / $3.25 / €2.20
With more characters and backgrounds you can get a lot cheaper, but depending on the character or background i would like to price it up first. No flat colour should cost more than £3.50 / $5.30 / €4.00 ish

Full colour: Only for Simple characters will around 6 or less colours on them



£5.00 / $8.00 / €5.50 ( + £1.00 / $1.60 / € 1.10 For a second character)

The first example took me about 2 hours and its those characters i prefer to work on. I will take slightly more complex ones, but im sorry if it takes a while to get done

Bust shots and chibis:



£3.00 / $5.00 / €3.30 (+ £0.50/ $0.81 / €0.55 for every character after two)

I will simply maybe fully shade the bust shots depending on how much time i have, and most chibis will be fully shaded unless specified differently. 2 Characters at this price


I hope these seem fair to you. I dont mind if no one buys but i just need some extra money right now to go towards several things <3
Thanks for reading <3

Look, I want to really apologise for being so inactive. I havent hardly been commenting anybody's stuff and now i think im reaping the consequences :/ ........

I really loved Everyones recent artwork and kept over 100 deviations in my inbox for nearly two weeks waiting for a scrap of time to actually go through them.
Ive actually got a day off college today so ive been able to clog your inboxes with my shitty comments )8

I have SO SO much work to do you wouldnt believe it. College is actually taking over my life right now, and i cant wait for the christmas holiday where i might be able to breath for a second. Ive got so much to think about. I really want to leave home too but my boyfriends having such a hard time with work and his home life and so i have to support him with that too.
I can only see him at weekends and on tuesdays so thats really tough for us too as we want to live together.
Im contantly thinking of what essay i have to write or what coursework needs handing in, and ive never felt so busy in all my life.

On top of this im on medication for my hip and back pains because i can barely walk... so walking to college also seriously gets me down too :/

I also really really wish i could commission some people for christmas money or christmas pictures, but even with my EMA im barely getting any money to myself, i have to buy my food everyday and its really hard... i really need money.
Id open up commissions again but i cant even find the time to finish my current ones let alone another load... though i might try and throw some deals for people that wouldnt take up too much of my time.

So again, to the people i ow art to: I PROMISE WITH EVERYTHING I WILL NOT FORGET YOUR COMMISSIONS/TRADES/KIRIBIANS. I WILL do them.. i honestly just cannot find time between getting up at 7, getting in at 5, doing homework till 8 then going to bed... its so tough and im so sorry but i will get things done when i have some time ><

Special note to the two people waiting on traditional commissions: I HATE doing them lol and i havent got a black pen suitable to ink the pictures, they take up HUGE amounts of my time and i only added them to my commission list on the off chance that i might have that spare time. I do not have any time.
I can do digital commissions, they are much easier to manage. If you still want it coloured with pencil then i will do it, it might just take a long time. Remember a decent set of lining pens costs me about £6... thats equal to 2 days lunch ><

i feel so fucking useless as im pretty sure ive been forgotten and ignored by my friends because all ive been doing for the past month is putting gay little polls up rather than replying to everyones nice comments and pictures.
Im fucking losing my friends here and i hate it.. i cant help how shitty my life is.. and im sorry everyone, i wish i could be better here but i cant do that right now ):



If you read this shit to the end, you are a true friend.

please consider!! I priced EVERYTHING up including memory cards and all games and the price im offering is actually much cheaper.
I understand you might not want all the games, but we i need some money and willing to offer this well cleaned and reliable gamecube for someone.
I think i can only send to the UK cause postage prices are HUGE, they cost more than what im offereing to sell it for >< - Any advice GREATLY appreciated.

Im offering £40 - (excluding postage maybe) thats $67 but i highly doubt i can afford to ship at the price they are suggesting ><

We also have 8 games we are selling with it.
Super Smash Bros Melee - Excellent condidtion with booklets and everything.

Starfox adventures - Excelent condition, also with all booklets.

Pokemon Colosseum + Pokemon box! - Good condition but because its very old the booklets got damaged

Teenage Mutant ninja Turtles - Good condition, fun game to ust beat em up. Doesnt have booklets either.

Dragonball Z Budokai - Great condition with booklets.

Spiderman 2 - great condition, with booklets.

Serious Sam Next Encounter - Great condition but without booklets.

Capecom vs SNK 2 - average condition but no booklets.

lol just been talking about it with a mate of mine

Dunno if i ever wrote this down lol
but i remember the worst dream i had XD

It was a few months ago i dreamt that carl (my boyfriend) Turned gay and was sat down talking to me about it
i was like
'BUT WE WERE GOING TO GET MARRIED'
and he was like 'but i cant marry you now... meet my boyfriend'
and all stuff like that XD
i actually woke up at 6am in tears because i thought it was real
so i phoned him at 6am to make sure )8

im such a sap <3